I am a friend of God!
The holy, perfect, just, powerful, all knowing Creator and judge, should hate me… He should want to judge & punish me. He would be totally justified in condemning me & sending me to hell. But He doesn’t. He loves. He forgives. He even loves to forgive! This God who I used to love to hate, who I thought was horrible, vindictive, abusive – He is actually the embodiment of love: True love, not the Hollywood erotic, selfish love, but the pure, selfless and transformative love. He saw how much I would hate Him, how much I would go against Him and hurt …